Feel uneasy on 21,22 of jan.Feel just uneasy,and not worth it.
ON 21 jan was the ncc trainfire,went to hq early.Well still late haha.
Went to canteen and grab some snack.Saw my school march past and me and yang went and look,from their drills ,i know something needed to be done.
Well ,they gathered at the mph.Me and weiyang continue to eat,but my appetide ruined ,went to the mph,chatted a while and went to the canteen to find my teacher offircers,we chatted about a event and on today.Recieved information that my school can do two units,i tied the lost ends of the ropes,i made it happened,bvss completed two event,i been doing the background work,WAD ELSE DO U WANT FROM ME.During trainfire and when my school going for interactive field trip,i asisted lt khai,I help him answer all the questions clt have and standardise all the lesson and wad else they want me to do,they all were so comfortable without me so wad to do?I just help out when i saw something was wrong?WAD DID I DID WRONG,senior was not even there to teach us how it run,I learnt last week so i was covering all the work.
Hard the part when we were transfering rifle,lt khai told me to get 17 cadets from my school and i did but then amkal intercept the instruction and ask for 17 cadets with ezlink but wad can i do ,he higer rank,so i follow,there were so much confusion that i took things into my own hand with lt khai and segerant yuyuan.I control staff myself make it happen and let them carried on and everything turn out pretty ok,all the clts were with my school since the rest have left.When we were clearing up ,amkal and some clts wanted to play and ask 4 of my cadets to strip rifles without ground sheet ,it was so wrong,i ask they not to strip a=but none heeded my words,i ask lt khai about him and said i was right so i ask amkal to stop but he did listen but was un willing.
When it was done,i ask 30 cadets to bring a rifle each and we gather,feeling angry,i march the gals and 2 guy to arm cotts and make them rest there,knowing i was not feeling happy, they tried not to make me angry.
I was there preparing for the return of arms then suddenly,JUN HAO who took my guys with rifles scream and scolded me because of the standard of my unit,wad RIGHTS does he have to do so,screaming there like a mad dog.i feel so pissed off.I put that aside first and JUN hao ask them to form a row in fornt of arm cotts i was too pissed off that i control my cadets THANKS JEFF FOR UNDERSTANDING^^MU FEELINGS i ask my cadet to form a row facing the other block and check clear, and i ask them to form the row to oil and return arms,thanks jeff and amos for helping me keep the mags,and i went in and help in placement of the rifles and settled ,wei yang talk to cadets and jun hao and said he apologise ,I SAY WHERE GOThmm went back with school ,weiyang didnt take his phone,i went to search but to no avail so i pass to waleed to help me sent to his phone,but he never show any gratidue...
WAD TO DO,SUCH A UNWORTH Day22 jan,i was doing all the management for the part C,but still kena shit by LEE..
Wad he did is so wrong.EVERYTHING he DID IS so wrong.
CALLINg ME LIKE HIS DOG,wait till no one want to serve him then see how,WHO IN COMMAND.IT look like me and wei yang to me,me being osman,yang as lee,jun xian(phoa leck)clearing up his mess.I FELT SO ANNoyed that i took part c to a remote and started training ,mr phoa was with me,i hope waleed ,sam and jia wei learnt something.well finishing my job ,i play and went sc to rest.
JOKE OF THE DAy,st john sec1 folow me for no reasons and cut the grass patch which they are not supposed to haha.
ah cheng cried so i was there for her.second part up later the happy part^^
ANGRY
Troubled Boii

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RayMond (Lei MeN)Manji-san ♥
16 Jan 1993 , his day . :D
Teach me how to laugh,have fun .
NICKNAME =ray/rayray Obama HaHa
E-MAIL =starsea_elemental@hotmail.com
HOROSCOPE=Capricorn
HANDPHONE NO= ask me if u want
STATUS=Single
CCA=NCC(lost memories) ,Sister Club haha now, TRACk & FIELD, BAdminton , dance ,sports Game past
LIKE =like studying(second doubts),writing essays ,frens, candy, gundams,one piece,fairy tail and more...
LOVE = love to hang out and make new frens,animals and nature
HATE =hate backstabbers and fren who doesnt treat me as one
NOW = 16+ graduated from bedok view secondary School
PAST =primary school hong wen school
CODE NAME= kokroach,Manji-san
HOPE TO HAVE=LOVE , CARE AND TRUE FRENS
HOPE TO EXCEL IN=Sciences and maths,vet sc or IFM,
maybe HRM with psy or TRM
HOPE TO BE=ONE of THE GREATs LEADER OF the WORLD(like Obama)

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-True frenship
-Amanda &Amelia
-MY bro Andy
-My family
-all the teachers who care and teach me
-teachers who are my frens
-being the leader
-love to gossip
-make up stories
-make jokes
-adapt to surrounding fast
-love life
-Doing something meaningful
-make a difference

Hates

-Frens who dun appreciate me
-Frens who love me but dun show
-Frens who dun love me
-Frens who isolate me
-hypocrites
-people who lie(
-people who do not follow the way of truth and righteous
-self-fish people
-Proud people
-bossy people
-Bitches
-Teachers who lecture me anyhow
-empty and dead silence
-gals who dun really have a strong point of view

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`Get a girlfriend
`Get a job
`Be myself
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