Thursday, December 31, 2009
Thank you to all the friends who have impacted me or treat me as a friend.
2009 had been another challenging years.
I hope 2010 will be better.
Being a rather lonely guy,hope next year i will be able to find my best friend/soulmate and hopefully a gf.
Well nothing much to say about 2009.
Hope when i get my results on 11 jan 2010 i will be happy^^
Full of gratidute
Troubled Boii
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Well i am a leader in my community
Well i am a cadet officer in NCC
Now going to applied to be naational youth council youth leader.
All this are great but there is 2 things missing.
One is a supportive girlfriend
the other is a stable job.
Wonder what i am going to do when i see my o level results.
IF o level results could bring me to the courses i want ,it would be great.
But if not,i guess i need to find a new passion.
Well,finding a job nowadays is so hard.
Still need to go back school to serve later.
4 jan got ncc meeting
8 jan got ncc commandant meeting and recce
8&9 jan got sec 1 orientation camp
9 jan got redd camp special programme
wonder still have or not.
With all these commitments ,it hard to find a job suitable :(
however,i cannot give up,i want to fight for my new life.
FIghting ON
Troubled Boii
Monday, December 28, 2009
Thanks JiaEn(if i not wrong)She was my first best fren,we did everything together,play,chat,go out.That when she was still my neighbour.I lost contact with her and is itching to find out where she is now and to see if she remember me?i guess not .so many years have past and we would have become total strangers if i not wrong.Maybe we walk past each other but we didnt know?Anyway thanks for the first sweeteest memories^^This is when i started to chat with girls and feel comfortable with girls.
Thanks kaiyi and his sister plus her aunt to help my mother in bringing me up.They were great friends.We were close when i was a toddler but not to say now as they shifted out as well.Thanks for the cute toddler memories i have.
Well coming to nursery and k1 and k2.Well practically no recall of it.Guess was a emo kid when i lost contact with JiaEn?Skip these ba
Primary 1 i got to thanks jeffrey.He was my only fren i had in school.WE go canteen together and did everything together.Thanks for being there for me.But good things never last and it only stays for 1 year.I remember i would challenge him to be the first in the class in results or coming to school.It was fun^^
the next 5 years of great memories is thanks to ruijia,monique,sin miao,clement,jiayi,binglin,yina,shao xuan,
hui xin,xin hwee,joinng,elaine choy,szeling,cheryl tang and wong,
justin,shimin,shu xin,vanessa,meijin,jingwen,guiyuan,kendrick,joyceyln
,zhang sheng,wenyi,chris,ben10,wilson,ziting,jamie,zhiying and .... basically all my primary school friends.The best 2 memories are the 4f bukit timah trip and the p6 malacca trip^^
I have to thanks lixin,lioujing,diana,jiazi,congrong,
wenxin,su xuan,sheng fatt,licheng,adli,sarah,xin chee,wan
,junson,elaine,alena,amanda chin and amelia chin,chris,jievanda,weisin,jiayan(sc de),weiting,WinNI.Well pretty few i must say.
Thanks for the wonderful memories thanks for making me feel better.
Thanks to leroy and michelle goh for a great time at escapade
Redcampers thanks for the memories.JingWen,BangJie,Ellis,Ziying,carmen,sabrina
,peina,yuanhui,wailing,lynn,yitian,gibston,khairul,jolene,mei jin,daniel,errison,shamus,angelo,xinying,kei,keada,
yanping,qiufen,esther,ruilian,vyennuss,alex,alex chang,jayne,fiona,clara,nariko,gerald,rasmus,rastus,fedora,
poh ling and many more
58th COC thanks for the memories.Farizal,shalyn,ridhwans,
sebastians and the rest of boomz
Thanks you
Troubled Boii
Friday, December 25, 2009
I guess everyone will be like wishing everyone a merry christmas and hoping everyone to enjoy christmas.
However who really enjoy christmas?The families who believe in it?Christians?Santa?
People around the whole know the meaning of Christmas but who believe and live in the spirit of christmas.I know a lot of you out there will work or watch the television or use the computer or find the chance to go out.Christmas party seems boring nowadays,with no liveliness,no joys,no singings,no laughter.No difference from a normal gathering.
Well, I hope everyone can really enjoy christmas and do not regret wasting today or regerting today.
I been through 16 years of christmas and every year seems to be torture,seeing the happy christmas movies so on...Even though someone gave me a present ,i still did not feel the christmas spirit.If Santa is real .Could you make us live in the spirit of christmas.
Well i guess i enjoyed smsing Ellis but it cannot be long right.Nothing lasts when you are enjoying.
What is Christmas?
Well today been another tortuning day for me.Well,i guess the christmas carols are not heard this year.So quiet,what a quiet christmas.
I hope that i do not make my feelings mixed up again.Whenever i seems to like a person,i have a funny dream,I dreamt i got a gf and we are very close.The last time i had it was very horrible the feelings of your parents forcing love birds to break up.That happen when i was on a malaysia trip ,live someone and she choose another,the true feeling i was feeling was heartbroken and it was realise in my dream.I had something simlar but me and her was seperated by sea.The feelings was like real the tears.Wonder what will happen.
I guess me and her were not meant for each other.
Falling in love with a girl is hard but the after effects are worst.
Where is the one i looking for?
Blurred
Troubled Boii
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Today was a day of surprise for me.
I was up home and checking my mails and guess what i was upgraded to deputy chairperson.
I went out with my brother to watch avatar and was amazed to see BingLin there working .
The Avatar movie shock and amaze me to the core.
Got to go for my fusion ball later pretty amaze that my mother was not prepared when all the new comer came so early.
Cannot believe i am actually smsing Ellis for so long and she seem like a very nice person with a big dream.I hope to aid her in her journey for now.
She walking around the same place quite a few time just to wait for her friend.Isn't she nice or what.
Just hope Ziying will end her shift faster so she will not have to wait for so long.
Toodles
Amazed
Troubled Boii
Monday, December 21, 2009
Well let talk about yesterday.
Yesterday ,walk up early in the morning to help the elderly to do circuit training.But the circuit training was messed up by the in charge.There was one missing station,short of manpower or equipment,and the sequence was mixed up.It caused a lot of unhappiness,anger and irritation to the elderly.My station was the walking station.To me ,it has no link at all.
Well,they managed to complete it nevertheless.
After that we had fusion ball but i was too hungry to move a inch.They played for a while and we cleared up and went for lunch.
I had two bowls of soup,one bowl of rice,1 drink and one side dish .Haha^^.was very filling but still feel empty.
Went home ,had a long nap.Upon waking up had to go to the committee centre again for a party.
It was pretty okay.the food ,performance,lucky draws and games.
nothing much to talk about.My mum won 28th prize well i won both bingo games haha.
got to go hq now .
i maybe like someone who knows?even i do not know.
IN doubts
Troubled boii
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Today is super tired.No mood to blog for now.
Tired and sleepy
Troubled Boii
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Today was a very waste of my time day.Just dislike going out in big group and planning stuff with a huge group.Well ,at least Yanping had a more enjoyable day at Sentosa.
I woke up pretty early cannot seems to sleep.I sms yanping who knows ,she actually reply at such a fast pace and early morning,she could not sleep and slept only for 3 to 4hours.She need more sleep but how to help it.
Early morning,try to upload pictures but it failed.Trying again now.Watch a few random videos,these cause me to go out late.I rushed and reach tanah merah at 945 which was the meeting time but at changi airport but guess what majority of them was at tanah merah waiting too.The journey was slow and boring.Could only listen to songs.
Saw zhanquan and we chatted for a while.We all went off in the next train to the airport.Guess what they did not know much about the airport.
Anyway angry when i think of it.The meeting was so slow and ineffective .Wasted a lot of time doing nothing.Went to Mac for lunch and went to expo.
The ride there was embarrassing.The guys were bullying another guy and the whole train was watching.There were some smiles and majority angry faces.No face anymore to be linked with them.Emo the way there and jin feng ,zhanquan,Benedict and me start serious work while the rest play along .What could be worst.They slack for about 30 min there doing nothing.
Me being annoyed ,went off soon after with benedict,jinfeng,zhanquan and weijie.
the journey home was full of random topics haha.
After reaching home,soon went out again.With my dad and brother,went out to but watch for mum and take my specs.Well it was super packed at the watch shop.I took an interested in one of the watch and i select my mum watch yay.Went home after that.Eat dinner and now blogging and uploading pics.
angry with the jokers and gib
Troubled Boii
It is the second Apaches outing since the red camp.The venue remain the same-at Sentosa.I woke up pretty early to prepared my bag and so on.It was slow but it was okay.The touble in the morning was contacting Lynn,she did not reply my massages and calls.It was so terrible trying to contact her.Why contact her ,we are to meet at harborfront at 11 yet she did not reply me at 9 plus to 10plus even to 11 ,still did not reply me.In the end ,end up contacting GIBSTON and MeiJin.Well,i left home at 1040 even though not able to contact Lynn.Meet up with GIBSTON and Daniel.They were pretty late,Well,not Daniel as he was playing hide and seek with us ,for GIBSTON who suggested 11 came at 1115.Contacted Zi Huang in the process and went to kopitam to eat.Had a udon and left shortly after.
Walk to cold storage and bought some drinks.Then went to Lobby L to meet the rest at the counter area.Well,we wait for quite some time but it was okay.There was this small little girl who came and play with us.She was like super high as she was jumping around laughing and smiling ,we thought at least we made a difference in the girl's life.Well,the irritating part of the wait was a group of small boys was running about and throwing their footwear around.i wanted to scold but i think it should be their parents.So close one eye.When the rest had eaten,they started to go in.Then me ellis,zi ying and meijin wanted to wait for Lynn rastmus and errison but Lynn MIA,the two of them were pretty far.We waited for 10 mins and we were like chatting about sentosa,addmission host,attraction host and teasing the girls haha.We went into sentosa after 15mins.We walk 300 metre to sapphire pavillon and saw them.
We play a lot of things .IT is just random beach games.I guess pictures were speak for itself.The gentlemen act of the day was lending a slipper to a girl call ziying haha.
After the sentosa outing,Went to Vivo for dinner,had super dog and was chatting with alex jane and yanping.Had a boring time there.Not very nice so not going to talk about it.
LINKS for photo-http://www.facebook.com//photo.php?pid=3051789&id=646603788#/album.php?aid=131018&id=646603788
CENSOR
I dun like GIBSTON.JUst Hate do not ask me why ,i am troubled enough to have know him.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Here i am in the wee hours of the night .Going to relate my second half of the day.After writing the first part of the day.I switched off the computer and showered.I changed into my new clothings and went out with my brother.We took the bus and the bus was packed with a lot of people causing me and my brother to be standing at the door area.Well luckily ,the ride was short.
Went to optic point straight.My brother claimed his specs and adjusted his present specs while me made a new pair.Well ,it was a fun experience ,one that u will normally get when making specs.My brother and i then thought whether we can wear contact lens?my degree is quite bad,650 and 575.This affects me a lot as it restricts things that i want to do.
Anyway,after the visit went to iluma to look at bags.The bags were all nice but some was for guys only haha.Found one that i like and bought it.It is at 3 floor style evolution if anyone is interesting in buying a 18 dollar bag.After that took the link bridge to bugis junction where there is lot of improvement to be made in the bridge.There are quite a few empty shop areas and the design could be improve especially the escalotor down to bugis junction,my brother suggested that use reflective walls and have some colourful lighting along the escalotor haha.
We walked around bugis junction,went past NEWBIE store but there was limited stocks.Did not found those i like so did not buy anything.I went to the box office and saw avatar was at 6 plus and 7 plus ,cannot make it.So went home straight.We walk back home and told my mother about the price and so on.
HAve a fun nap where i dream of magic and harry potter??cannot remember.
After the nap,had dinner and went for fusion ball.HAve a great time with my mother and brother especially the doubles with my brother or against my brother.Super tiring and at the same time was smsing Lynn haha.Tired,after the game went to bai mei and brought durian ice cream at 4.50 dollars and had supper at home.
Now blogging,super tired and tomorrow got to meet my apaches friends at sentosa yay.Should have pictures for tomorrow.GOOD NiTE sweet dreams
Extremely Tired
Troubled Boii
Well ,was awaked pretty early at 8 plus.I was awaked due to shock of the dream ?I do not really know.Well ,check my phone and saw some massages,Lynn and MeiJin if i am not wrong.I reply the massages and went out to do morning stuffs.After cleaning up ,i sat down and started to use the computer ,well did nothing.
My mum came back,I had my breakfast and switched off my computer.I went off to meet my friends at tampiness indoor sport hall .The journey there was very quiet,too quiet till i can remember the details of the ride.Sitting across me was a maid dress in purple top with white long pants and a guy wearing white tee.The maid alighted at kembangan ,the guy well did not alight.I dropped off at Tampines and proceed to the ISH.There i met jeff,one of the friends and the organiser of the badminton game.
We waited for our friends whom i called zombie as they were super late and zombies you know walk very slow.
Well ,nothing much about the waiting ,it was super boring.Well the games were super boring too.I only like the part where i was playing with ridwan and i was looking at this girl and she was looking back at me.She was wearing her school shirt with purple FBT .Cannot remember her school but it was cool with the eye contact.Too sad that i did not went up and ask for her number.SAd now think back,i should have taken it.After the game,went to the toilet and changed.
After changing went to mac with my friends ,they were talking on topics i did not know so i felt lonely.Then there was this couple who walked past us but i noticed something odd about the dress the girl was wearing ,there were blood stains on the posterior area.I guess she was having period and the pad was out of place.
Went to Mac and bought some food and went home straight.When i was entering the train station , a guy knocked onto me and me knocked into him.Well ,i was in a hurry so didn't notice what happenned next.I went up to the platform and saw a girl dress in black top with short jeans pant.I did not dare stand close to her even though i like to stand at the spot which was taken by her.The train came and we boarded the train.At a certain stop,i had a short eye contact with her and i was too shy and turn away straight.The journey was bad as it was packed with people.Then i saw this girl with the same attire boarded at bedok .she had her back facing me so nothing special about it.However ,i was angry when there was this old man who entered and nobody offer him a seat,he was standing close to me and i could see him shake when the train was moving.The arm holding the support was vibrating badly,it is those u see when u had barely the strength to hold something.I was sad inside and i tried to offered the part near the door when he can lean but a female age around 40 took the spot.I was super angry but i guess that the most i can do to help him.I alighted shortly after.
I walk back home and it started to dizzle heavier ,i rush home.Upon reaching me and my brother had a mac lunch and i am here writing this.I got to shower .Ending here
With regrets
troubled boii
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Today was considered a very It started with a morning call.My phone started to ring ,half awaked i wondered what it was.I was then fully awake when i realised my phone was ringing.I picked up the phone and answered.To my horror ,i was late for my precamp.It was JinFeng who called me to ask where i was.I told her everything and was rushing to go to school.I quickly packed my bag and showered.I had a quick drink and left.
The journey was slow.I reached the MRT station and the next train was in 2 minutes time.I double up and made it in time.Boarding the train ,everything seems normal ,with people chatting,people looking for seats.The journey was so slow that i thought i finished one round of my mp3 songs.Maybe i was panicking which made time move slower ,who knows?Managed to reach by 8 am by the walk took me another 10 mins.I entered school easily as i was wearing ug shirt unlike jinfeng who wear cilivan.i was on my way to the AVA when i saw Mr Foo coming down.Let just say we had a conversation.We stroll up to the AVA and JinFeng and i was brief about the camp so one.We will given our roles and so on.
The games will good and the mass dance was great haha.^^
it was 1100 and we went out to eat.I ate with miss grace,mr phua and jinfeng.We will discussing about NCC stuffs.Lot of changes i ensured u.
After lunch ,walk to school ,had a final discussion on the combined UG showcase and i left for sentosa.
I actually cut arcoss the road as i was about to be late.I had a faster pace and reach the train station.1 min and i chiong for the train.
Everything was usual.however ,this girl caught my eye.She was standing at a corner.She was wearing a white tee shirt with short black pants.She alighted at cityhall.Then this guy waearing jeans and orange shirt caught my attention ,he was almost same height at me but was lying on the bars and he obstructed the path of a few person trying to exit.i alighted at outram park and walk to the purple line.
Saw a few chio bu haha.Well rushing to meet Clement so i did not notice that much.The train journey was nothing fun,knocked against the speaker near the door.Go and find out what it is if u do not know.
Reached and called Clement and we went to the bus interchange.We wanted to board the bus to sentosa cove but did not.We went to the counter and ask for information.From there we were guided to the bus to the beach station.It was a new experience for me.The scenes were so different,saw the soon to be theme park and lot of building.Well it was a fruitfull ride to beach station.We change bus and went on the yellow line and reach FICUS station.We went to the office and was back from exploring when we met a group of staff and they asked us if we need help ,we told them and to our shocked one of them was our interviewer.(oh ya,went to sentosa for job interview as admission host for info).we went to the counter and we were guided to a room.We sat in the room and chatted.It was about 3 when the room was starting to be filled up.We had to squeezed and think about a few questions.I made new friends like ish ,zul,eunice and so on.The interview was fun i think the detail are confidental.So not going to talk about it.
Went to the bus stop and we were like crossing the road to decide which way to go.we decided on the shorter way but the bus came on the longer way.We signal the bus and make our way across and boarded the bus.We went on a huge loop and was back there again on the other side and finally beach station.At the beach station ,clement ,eunice and i were chatting on random issues.The bus came and we all boarded and went back to harborfront.There we went our own ways.
i went to the bus stop and boarded bus 80.the journey was interesting as there was a time where a girl switch from one side to the other and sat right next to me ,we had a few close contact of the legs blah blah what you thinking.She was wearing white jeans a tee shirt and alighted at bugis.I reached home pretty soon after .
I had dinner and went out for fusion ball.PLay fusion ball in tennis mode.Want to know more .Find out or stay tunned.After the tiring game went home and written this .
NOw it is time for slumber .GOOD NITE PEOPLE sweet dreams
zzzzzzz
loves
trouble boii
