Monday, March 1, 2010
I will be changing the blog name to epics-of-a-somebody.blogspot.com soon
Friday, February 5, 2010
I had a super weird dream,I dreamt i had a gf hmm.
I was with her walking at pasamalam then ssaw fendrick store then talk talk go sit down,then my gf say let go ,suddenly the guys were call and me and her run the other way,Then along the way saw ncc ppl all around,kena scold,caught and whatever,then took a turn and the place was like sealed,she was afraid and clinch to me,i console her and continued walking till saw a stairs and i woke up,that was an hour dream
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
After my best camp at NYC ,i had a terrible camp at hq NCC
Well i guess everything must be balance^^
I had such a great time with my NYC new found frens,we have a fb group too.
Well last night slept for 13 hours straight.
Dream about hehe love.
So i like someone now,but then whether it is possible i not sure.Who?maybe older than me by 1 or younger by 3
Monday, January 25, 2010
Yesterday was pretty fun.
I did know that i love children but not these much.
Yesterday went out with my cc on a tour,saw this cute little 3 year old gal.
At first ,the gal was pretty scared of me and was not so friendly,but as time goes,the bond started to come,and we played in the bus haha.Really enjoy.She look like who die jiejie.Well pretty enjoyable ,she was so cute,i even saw little ella at a place haha.
WEll did a lot of shopping yesterday.Today ,boring to the core,tomorrow got interview,the next day got posting,29 got yog selections,30 and 31 got camp,1,2 feb got camp and 24,25 got camp hmm.More to come i think haha.
WEll ,saying i love you is not the words i want to hear from you.
IT not that i want you not to say but if you only knew.
Lyrics from a song.HAha i really love this song i guess.
Well maybe telling the truth was going to be hard,but it was not hard for me to tell ah cheng wad was going on really during last year,and having ah pris to tell me her true feelings to why we broke up.All this happen in one day.BUt all this is history as i know for sure that licheng had change and ah pris is getting kinder and kinder ,i think,she is a pretty okay gal just unsure of wad to do sometimes.
On saturday,suddenly feel so down after the smses.I suddenly heard the recording from my phone where the zz gals was singing.I sms them and really hope to see them,I hope to see them but whether it will happen ,it is up to us,Ruijun even said let meet in a country,but how to?So sad that both of us wanted to see each other untill meeting up in a country .Haiz,the feeling of these is just so painful when you know it is hard to achieve.
I wanted a listening ear,but when let just say,didnt found one when i needed one.
IN pain?
Troubled Boii
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Feel uneasy on 21,22 of jan.Feel just uneasy,and not worth it.
ON 21 jan was the ncc trainfire,went to hq early.Well still late haha.
Went to canteen and grab some snack.Saw my school march past and me and yang went and look,from their drills ,i know something needed to be done.
Well ,they gathered at the mph.Me and weiyang continue to eat,but my appetide ruined ,went to the mph,chatted a while and went to the canteen to find my teacher offircers,we chatted about a event and on today.Recieved information that my school can do two units,i tied the lost ends of the ropes,i made it happened,bvss completed two event,i been doing the background work,WAD ELSE DO U WANT FROM ME.During trainfire and when my school going for interactive field trip,i asisted lt khai,I help him answer all the questions clt have and standardise all the lesson and wad else they want me to do,they all were so comfortable without me so wad to do?I just help out when i saw something was wrong?WAD DID I DID WRONG,senior was not even there to teach us how it run,I learnt last week so i was covering all the work.
Hard the part when we were transfering rifle,lt khai told me to get 17 cadets from my school and i did but then amkal intercept the instruction and ask for 17 cadets with ezlink but wad can i do ,he higer rank,so i follow,there were so much confusion that i took things into my own hand with lt khai and segerant yuyuan.I control staff myself make it happen and let them carried on and everything turn out pretty ok,all the clts were with my school since the rest have left.When we were clearing up ,amkal and some clts wanted to play and ask 4 of my cadets to strip rifles without ground sheet ,it was so wrong,i ask they not to strip a=but none heeded my words,i ask lt khai about him and said i was right so i ask amkal to stop but he did listen but was un willing.
When it was done,i ask 30 cadets to bring a rifle each and we gather,feeling angry,i march the gals and 2 guy to arm cotts and make them rest there,knowing i was not feeling happy, they tried not to make me angry.
I was there preparing for the return of arms then suddenly,JUN HAO who took my guys with rifles scream and scolded me because of the standard of my unit,wad RIGHTS does he have to do so,screaming there like a mad dog.i feel so pissed off.I put that aside first and JUN hao ask them to form a row in fornt of arm cotts i was too pissed off that i control my cadets THANKS JEFF FOR UNDERSTANDING^^MU FEELINGS i ask my cadet to form a row facing the other block and check clear, and i ask them to form the row to oil and return arms,thanks jeff and amos for helping me keep the mags,and i went in and help in placement of the rifles and settled ,wei yang talk to cadets and jun hao and said he apologise ,I SAY WHERE GOT
hmm went back with school ,weiyang didnt take his phone,i went to search but to no avail so i pass to waleed to help me sent to his phone,but he never show any gratidue...
WAD TO DO,SUCH A UNWORTH Day
22 jan,i was doing all the management for the part C,but still kena shit by LEE..
Wad he did is so wrong.EVERYTHING he DID IS so wrong.
CALLINg ME LIKE HIS DOG,wait till no one want to serve him then see how,WHO IN COMMAND.IT look like me and wei yang to me,me being osman,yang as lee,jun xian(phoa leck)clearing up his mess.I FELT SO ANNoyed that i took part c to a remote and started training ,mr phoa was with me,i hope waleed ,sam and jia wei learnt something.well finishing my job ,i play and went sc to rest.
JOKE OF THE DAy,st john sec1 folow me for no reasons and cut the grass patch which they are not supposed to haha.
ah cheng cried so i was there for her.second part up later the happy part^^
ANGRY
Troubled Boii
Thursday, January 21, 2010
yesterday was fun for me
went out with frens
had a fun interview
nth much
Troubled Boii
Monday, January 18, 2010
This few nights ,i been having super weird dreams.It come to me so real that i didnt think it was a dream.
I dreamt of a silver UFO with lots of tiny white lights abducting people from my block and i was abducted too despite running around my block to prevent it.It was so impactful,it let me wondering...
Last night dreamt of being in the ntuc,with a lots of things happening,kena caught for something,debating,challenging the staff blah blah.Wad is wrong with me ,normally dreams hardly stick to me beside falling in love and sorrows,wad is happening?
Well it had been a joyful birthday this year for me.Family celebrated in the morning ,breaking singapore record in the afternoon and frens(wilson and jingwen)celebrated for me.Sang deep into my soul...But ended home pretty late,bus 51 home was freaking long.
Well ,huiyi ask me to ask the NYC about my application so i did,wonder wad is going on?I kept myself away from NCC now and i am pretty unsure about wad going on with my committee.NExt thurs got trainfire with my bro school and IMT soon after.Haiz,wad to do.
later going to meet jun xian for lunch and meeting mr osman at 3 haiz ,wad to do.
due to irregular meetings and commitment wad to do,cannot find a stable job,maybe mac will but haiz wad to do.
Wad TO DO
Troubled boii
